Arribada - Love Is a Confusing Metaphor Lyrics

I don't really know if I wanted to go away
I don't really think that I wanted you to stay
But how can I differentiate between what I want and what I need?
Sometimes they're the same
Most times they feel the same

I try to walk away but you seem to linger on
You're like a bad cold and the tissues are all gone
How can you avoid someone when they sincerely care for you?
I want to feel alone
Please let me feel alone

I thought that I felt something from the depths of my heart
Maybe that was true but I also just felt young
The feeling's so intoxicating when you were forced to grow up
Now I'm just in pain
It always comes back to pain

I know I'm not done yet
I know there's still love left