Arsenic Akm - False Spring Rd. (The Journey) Lyrics

I was walking for a long time
I lost myself in a bridge road
Asking for breeze or
Thinkin' in this or
In that one time
When I was embracing your dreams, love
I trying for so long to write the right song
To explain what is wrong
But life is a bitch, hom'
And I keep hidden in my grim room
Talking to the memories of you
'Cause the real you are not here, although I feel you
Now I losing some clues, losing some patience
Tying my noose and tying my selfishness
How can the world understand this loneliness?
If alongside of you everything was flawless
Now it's hopeless, honey
You were the one who leaved so
Don't put the f*ckin' blame on me
Our hands, our hearts, our lips, our arms
Everything's shattered and it's falling apart
Far from here it's our home, our bed, our life
And it's waiting for me, for you, for us
Hate me, hit me, hate me
While I loving you for cursed all of my enemies
What are we doing? What are we've done?
Are we still loving each other, ha?
Are we still hating each other, ha?
Are we going to spit on each other's mouth?
Hats off to you, darling
'Cause we're f*cked up, that's why you are so far
That's why I'm locked up
It's f*cking simple but it's hard to go back, ha?
I also blame me for be the one
For be so cruel and rough
For be so rude and tough
For created you when I needed it the most
What a strange creature is the time
He says he want to leaves us run
What a brave creature is the human
We think he actually gonna' leave us try
Oh, darling, we're running out of time
We're walking through the time in this false spring road
Asking for breeze or thinkin' in this or in that one time
When we were together in peace, love
Now I'm looking for you, sailing in this boat
So, shame on us, but this time put the blame on me, lover
Tiempo de poner un orden en mi vida
De retirarme de algo que ya no me da cabida, querida
Porque ni la trayectoria, ni la memoria
Ni la euforia ahora tienen su impronta
Nada de lo que sucedió ahora importa
O quizás tan solo un poco
Pero ya rapear por rapear, hablar por hablar
Ya me está volviendo loco
Y me sofoco con el aire que me atrapa
Lleno de complicidad falsa, de condescendencia, de farsas
Tiempo perdido, como el tiempo en el que esto escribo
Porque ya no existe la primavera
Hay no sé cuántos grados allá afuera
Y me da que está en la gente, y la muy inútil no se entera
Javat, deseo también ser escuchado
Sentado con los ojos cerrados
Aunque estés de fiesta
What is this? What is this, what is this?
What you mean? What you mean, what you mean?
This is me. This is me, this is me
What you mean? What you mean?
What you mean, brother?
Ya no existe el invierno
Al menos no el que yo recuerdo
A donde la ciudad gris, se volvía más gris
A donde mi rostro se congelaba
A donde mis manos temblaban
A donde conocí un amor que me hizo mierda
Y me incitó a odiar a mi familia y seguir como si nada
Ahora quiero amar a alguna nueva
Pero mi corazón ya está marchito
Y ahora solo funciona con reservas
Peacmaker, but I'm not naive, brother
Como Kendrick
Foolhardy, but I'm not fool, brother
¿Cómo crees?
What a strange creature is this universe
He says he want to love us now
What a fool creature is the human
We think he actually care about us now
Gotta watch your momma, and your siblings, Maurice
Gotta watch your homies, and your ladies, Maurice
Gotta watch your dead ones memories, Maurice
Gotta watch 'em, Maurice
Gotta watch 'em, Maurice
Gotta watch 'em, Maurice
Look at me, look at me, look at me
Where am at? Where am at? I'm right here
Look at me, look at me, look at me
I just leave, I just leave, I just leave, brother
Look at me, look at me, look at me
Where am at? Where am at? I'm right here
Look at me, look at me, look at me
I just leave, I just leave, I just leave, brother
I just leave, I just leave, I just leave, brother
I just leave, I just leave, I just leave, brother
I just leave, I just leave, I just leave, brother
You know why I'm not even a better friend
Well, let me explain it, then
That's because I will get nothing from it, men
And It will just a wasted of time
'Cause when you don't need me no more
You will become a shadowy figure
Going away from my door
Going away from my home
Which I opened for you
Now, this song is not just for me, love
It's only for you
Now, this song is not just for you, love
It's for both of us
Now, this is song is not just for both of us, love
It's for any of us
Try to understand, that I'm staying
'Cause I'm looking for an end
A great one
One to tell everyone what I am now
You wanna stay, ma'am?
Good, but you have to stay to the very end
Without a blink of an eye
After all you were supposed to be even better than my mom
Supporting me in my darkest times
But now I know that my darkest times
Were made for me to shine
So I don't need you, hom'
At least not for now
Cambiar los muebles de lugar
No es una forma de huir
Por eso aprendí a sobrevivir
Pero todo se ha vuelto eso
Tiendo a cambiar
Solo por el mero progreso
Uno vacío y triste
Uno marchito y mustio
Uno vacío y triste
Uno borracho y sucio
Uno vacío y triste
Uno perdido y loco
Uno vacío y triste
Por eso hoy me voy
Por todo lo que me hiciste