Arsenic Mayhem - Real Life Lyrics

What's your favorite food?
Um
Instant noodles
Instant noodles?
Yeah those are good
What's your favorite food?
I love um
Ice cream
Like surgery
I'm talking to a child
And I ask her why
She didn't play outside
And I ask her why
She sat with all the grownups
And I calm her down
Now she's gotta live inside
Forever
Like moths in the grass
I try to hunt down all my fears
And scream at them
Till I hurt their ears (break them down)
And I scream out that
They have got no place in this fight behind my face (got no place in here)
I think I need to take off my coat
Surely now its getting warmer out
Through with all these lies behind my eyes
I think I need to step out the door
And let the angels pour the rain on me
Seven billion people break my heart
Surely there is something flawed with that
I don't need to look for vengeance
I just need to find out where the sun is at
Having trouble growing up
Find yourself some friends
The more you introspect
The heavier your feelings get
Today I laughed along
It did not last
Today I laughed along
For the first time in three years
I'm through having delusions
I want something that's real
But why am I having nightmares about
Everything I dream
Why should I not be at fault
For everything I've never done
I want to (hurt me)
Convince me that I shouldn't
It's hard for me to understand
You think that I'm just stupid
Never mind I was kidding
Listen to me when I'm not at rest
Give truth don't give me punishment
I'm not a child don't treat me like it
Now I know that you are of no help
Swiftly learning I must let you go
You know I'll really miss this room I'm in
And the stench of blood and burning skin
Call me crazy
I don't care cause there is so much more to me
I want to hurt me
And you can't change my mind
Drift away and
Wake up feeling fine
And feel estranged
And get out of your hometown
Drift away and
Leave the ghosts behind
And feel the pain
And wake up feeling nothing
Feel the pain and
Wake up feeling nothing
Feel estranged
And leave your loved ones behind