aPathetic Video (MV)

Everything's an afterthought
When you've lost all will
Control, and care

Nausea spitting air up through my lungs
I can hardly breath
It's surprising how much apathy
Shows how pathetic I am
And frustration only serves to cycle
Hate for hate to hate oneself
I'm divided in all my ruin
To decide what my final fate should be

And I can't sleep, Need rest to
Lift a pressure hanging over me
Stop to breathe and cry out for help
Before I run into the ground

There's a thousand whispers ringing my ears
And they're all on a looping track
Set to stop me on mine
This broken record keeps on skipping (Skipping)
I wish I could crack the wax
Move onto a new song

And I can't sleep, Need rest to
Lift a pressure hanging over me
Stop to breathe and cry out for help
Before I run into the ground