Artia - PTSD Lyrics

I got PTSD
I am stuck with memories
Makes me cringe at the thought
Then I think that it's my fault
I got PTSD
I am stuck with memories
Makes me cringe at the thought
Then I think that it's my fault

How-how-how-how
How did I let all of this happen?
(Happen)
I could have saved me from so much distraction
(Yeah)
But I just ain't put in no
Very good action
Letting shit slide
Till I was done with the acting

You gave me a
Fraction of you
(Oh)
You showed me
What hurting could do
(Oh Ah)
I hate you
I love you
Now I'm so confused
When I think back on you
I see where I was a fool
(Fool)

Gotta get out of my head
(Outta my head)
Remembering my texts on read
(Yeah Yeah)
And everything you said

Can't believe you ever cared
(No)
And I'm thinking how could you dare?

Man I swear this life ain't fair
(Ain't fair)
Got me stressed
I 'm losing my hair
Zoned out all I do is stare
Should I call it fake love?
(Fake love)
Since it ended
(Ended)
I thought real love

Was indefinite
Became so codependent
(Yeah Yeah)
Lost myself in the process
(Oh)

I got PTSD
I am stuck with memories
Makes me cringe at the thought
Then I think that it's my fault
I got PTSD
I am stuck with memories
Makes me cringe at the thought
Then I think that it's my fault

I got PTSD
I am stuck with memories
Makes me cringe at the thought
Then I think that it's my fault
I got PTSD
I am stuck with memories
Makes me cringe at the thought
Then I think that it's my fault