Artic - Things Change (feat. Samantha) Lyrics

Here I go gripping this pen
In the dark will the pain ever end?
Feel the hurt as it starts to ascend
Seems like sadness became a new friend
Back to back drenched in the rain
You don't like me? Well I feel the same
How much more can I really withstain
It's like my conscience has just be slain
So I kick back and write to this beat
With each stroke and I'm not talking heat
It's like internally I've just been beat
I need help before I take this leap
Losing sleep taking pills
Laying back laying still
Feeling trapped lacking skill
Will I get through this? Don't think I will

These days things change
Feeling numb as the past is stained
I use my music to vent it's strange
Now these days things change
Feeling numb as the past is stained
I use my music to vent it's strange
Feeling broke as it happens again
So I close my eyes and just take aim

Every time that I close my eyes
I take a look at the pain inside
Amplified by the darkened skies
In this track, Artic dies
Why am I here?
What is my purpose?
So here's a prayer Do I deserve this?
Please just tell me what I did wrong
This torment has lasted for way too long
So this is for whoever is hearing this message
I know that number is increasing in percentage
I make this music to draw the line
Just stay between good and bad and you'll be fine
And when you read between these rhymes
You'll see a broken man confined in his own mind
My time is up but protect your soul cause I just lost mine

These days things change
Feeling numb as the past is stained
I use my music to vent it's strange
Now these days things change
Feeling numb as the past is stained
I use my music to vent it's strange
Feeling broke as it happens again
So I close my eyes and just take aim