As It Is - Okay. Lyrics

(I don't know if I've been worse)
(I don't know if I can change)
(Right now, I don't think)
I don't think that I'm okay

I felt a year's worth of hurt and sadness catching up with me (up with me)
The sky I painted to silence the pain, it is bleeding into grey (into grey)

I don't know if I've been worse
I don't know if I can change
Right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay
I don't think that I'm okay
Don't think that I'm okay

In unfamiliar, somber surroundings, confessing all of me (all of me)
A perfect stranger, she puts pen to paper, consoling in her sleep (in her sleep)
(And how foreign it felt) when I opened my mouth
(And heard the truth come out) I heard the truth come out
(I've been running away) a tired respite from pain
(My only Novocain) my only Novocain

I don't know if I've been worse
I don't know if I can change
Right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay
I don't think that I'm okay
Don't think that I'm okay

So keep your "It'll get better's" and I'll keep my "I'll be just fine's"
I'll show you flashes of colors and hide behind bouquets of lies (bouquets of lies)
So keep your "It'll get better's" and I'll keep my "I'll be just fine's" (I'll be just fine)
I'll show you flashes of colors and hide behind bouquets of lies (bouquets of lies)

I don't know if I've been worse
I don't know if I can change
Right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay
I don't think that I'm okay
Don't think that I'm okay

Don't think that I'm okay