As Pillars Fall - Apathetic Lyrics

Fake, it's all fake
The masks I wear to hide my shame
I try every night but to no avail my soul is Hollow
Hollow are the inner workings of my self worth

How do I deal with being so numb
Misery all around me, where do i go

I don't want to be a cynic
I just want to know what's it like to feel
Is there just too much pain?
Please I'm lost, I'm at the edge
Please I'm lost, I'm at the edge

Carving deeper into the skin just to pry out some sort of feeling

Cold, dark, yet no despair. I'm living in this prison
To which there is no key. Or so it may seem

Carving deeper just to get a feeling

Carving deeper just to get a feeling
I'm apathetic, I don't know what to do

Is there just too much pain? Do I need closure

I don't want to be a cynic
I just want to know what's it like to feel
Is there just too much pain? Do I need closure

I'm lost, I'm at the edge
The edge of every

Carving deeper just to get a feeling