ASAPGenie - Addiction Lyrics

Here I am again, struggling at 5 am, forgetting who I am, just so I can impress them, I take
A big ass hit, and I don't acknowledge it, smoking all this weed, it's making me forget
About the good in life, all this shit take sacrifice, I never ask you for your advice
I'ma grab my blunt, and I'm gonna light, that's the shit I like, that's the shit that heals
That's the way I deal, with all this loss, I turned myself into a boss, now I never look
For jobs, now I never look for hoes, do my best on my own, I just wanna see me glow
I just wanna see me rich, wish the same for all my niggas, stacking up to seven figures
Here I am again, struggling at 5am, forgetting who I am, just so I can impress them, I take
A big ass hit, and I don't acknowledge it, smoking all this weed, it's making me forget
About the good in life, all this shit take sacrifice, I never ask you for your advice
I'ma grab my blunt, and I'm gonna light, that's the shit I like, that's the shit that heals
That's the way I deal, with all this loss, I turned myself into a boss, now I never look
For jobs, now I never look for hoes, do my best on my own, I just wanna see me glow
I just wanna see me rich, wish the same for all my niggas, stacking up to seven figures, put
A crown on all my niggas, never leaving one behind, even if we see the crime, nigga we
Is f*cking blind, you could waste my money, but bitch, do not waste my time, Always falling
For your lies, and I gave you many tries, you would never find a guy, that is this motherf*cking
Fly, for your love I could've died, but you chose the other side, now I'm up all by myself
Putting plaques upon my shelf, never ask a bitch for help, never asked me how I feel, you
Know how that made me feel, maybe this love it ain't real, thug it out I gotta heal, thug
It out I cannot cry, spark a blunt we getting high, told myself that I would quit
Then I took another hit, then I took another hit, here I am again, struggling at 5am
Forgetting who I am, just so I can impress them, I take a big ass hit, and I don't acknowledge
Tt, I'm smoking all this weed, and it's making me forget about the good in life, all this
Shit take sacrifice, I never ask for your advice, grab my blunt I'm gonna light, maybe
That's the shit I like, maybe that's the shit that heals, maybe that's the way I deal with
All this loss, protect my mind at any cost, I'm the best ya must forgot, I'm about to
Open shop, to show you how much bars I got, gotta reach inside my bag, to show you who
I really am, I was really struggling, that was really humbling, really opened up my
Eyes, that night went home and I cried, losing all my f*cking hoes, losing all my f*cking
Hope, I'm in pain yall wouldn't know, gotta keep that on the low, sparked one up I shouldn't
Though, here I am again, struggling at 5am, forgetting who I am, just so I can impress
Them, I take a big ass hit, and I don't acknowledge it, I'm smoking all this weed, and it's making
Me forget about the good in life, all this shit take sacrifice, I never ask for your
Advice, grab my blunt I'm gonna light, maybe that's the shit I like, maybe that's the shit
That heals, maybe that's the way I deal with all this loss, turn myself into a boss
I'm gonna light, maybe that's the shit I like, maybe that's the way I deal with all this loss