Envious of a love I'll never know
Watching as I burn
I see the way they look and laugh and hold each other close
I'll swallow my jealousy and try to burn it, but it wouldn't have gone away from me
I want the deep connection they have but fate decided I can't
It isn't right to be scared of a love affair that you'd wish you have but you'll never have
Feelin' bitter
Clinical signs, reversible lies
No one has a care in this world
Look outside, genocide
Open your eyes, the world dies
Another lonely summer, another bummer
(Do you get it?)
The clouds are raining my blood & jealousy
Grab my neck, smash it with a bottle of Hennessey
The clouds are raining my tears & ecstasy
Grab my waist, smash it with a hoard of penalties
It's a Friday night in June, I'm laying around crying in my room
Seeing couples post each other wondering if I'm just an "other"
I never opted in to be an odd man out
(I'm just blacking out)
Clinical signs, reversible lies
No one has a care in this world
Look outside, genocide
Open your eyes, the world dies
Another lonely summer, another bummer
(Are you getting it yet?)
The clouds are raining my blood & jealousy
Grab my neck, smash it with a bottle of Hennessey
The clouds are raining my tears & ecstasy
Grab my waist, smash it with a hoard of penalties
The flight took me to a world I'd never know
The blues of the soldiers minds never show
Took me through the petulance of your mind
I had dreams of benevolence, don't you mind?
(Hm, hm)
The clouds are raining my blood & jealousy
Grab my neck, smash it with a bottle of Hennessey
The clouds are raining my tears & ecstasy
Grab my waist, smash it with a hoard of penalties
The flight took me to a world I'd never know
The blues of the soldiers minds never show
Took me through the petulance of your mind
I had dreams of benevolence, don't you mind?
Envious of a love I'll never know
Watching as I burn
I see the way they look and laugh and hold each other close
Friday night in the hotel, I'm burned out
I know you think of me whenever you see their face light up in fear
Envious of a love I'll never know
Watching as I burn
I see the way they look in each others eyes, I just wanna feel the same
Friday night in the hotel, I'm just so burned out
I'm writing this at 3 A.M, I just wanna feel loved