Ash Knight - THE MAN UNDER THE INFLUENCE Lyrics

Tell me everything's not right
Then tell me it's all fine
I can see it in your eyes, this was all forbidden
Tell me how you're always right
Tell me how I'm always wrong
I'll forget you, but I won't forgive the man under the influence
We aren't Bonnie and Clyde
Throw me like an old dime
I won't take part in your crime, you're not a man, you're just a boy
Get that shit inside your head
Why'd you have to lead me on
You always posted of that guy that you cheated on
I don't miss it
I just wanna know
Why you did what you did to me
You're the winner of tearing me up
All this time, I've been torn up
Tell me everything's not fine
We took it way too fast
Come see me in the nick of time
Our life in the past was all smashed
You should've never touched me
You should've never kissed me
You've screwed my life up in a way that could never be undone
You've caused me everlasting dying's
I still held to the smallest hope
Oh there you go and rip my lungs right out of my ribcage
Go and tear my face off, hang me your wall
Like you said you'd do to me, you're the man under the influence
Listen up, I have something to tell you
Listen
You only liked me when you're drunk
We did things behind the door nobody knows of
You put your hand in my shirt as we kissed me to death
You told me you loved me but there wasn't any affection
(So you're telling me he was doing all this with me)
(But he had a partner behind my back?)
(GOD, what is his problem?)
(I do not get it!)
(What even?)
You've destroyed my life
You've destroyed my mind
I don't know you the way I used to
I just wanted what I gave
You never ever paid me back
God, aren't you just a little ball of sunshine?
I shoulda known when Chris said to stay away
All i think about is the way you tortured my feelings all day
God, I made it all look painless
Man I tried to fake it
Man I tried to fake it