April Video (MV)

I remember when I met you back in April
Was always unable to tell you how I really feel
Thinking about the way we laughed it all seems surreal
Now that you're gone I look for ways to deal with this pain in my chest
I guess it was for the best that you left me here with this knife in my back
Yeah I'll never forget how love just faded away
There's nothing left to say our worlds turned to grey
But hey we'll be okay right as long as we hold on
I know you feel alone just listen to this song
It'll show you that it's gonna be fine
Because anything can heal if you just give it the time
So stay strong because I know you are, just look at how far, you've already came
While I stayed the same
Yeah I'm still too hurt to change but I'm working on breaking this cage
That's why you see me on stage talking to people that relate to the pain
I love you all the same
Never do this for my gain
I'm just trying to sustain this dream that I'm living here with this music
Hope that none of you grow sick of me since you're part of my clique
You're all family to me and I can say that with passion
Because if it wasn't for you yeah then there wouldn't be Ashen
If I can then you can make it through
It doesn't matter who will tell you that you won't get far
Because you are a star
I know how hard it can be
To deal with all this pressure
But I can promise you that things are bound to get better
Even if you are feeling hopeless now just go look at the crowd
We are all forgetting about our worries for today
Since we're all the same in a way
Yeah we're still looking for the hidden purpose of our existence
So let's walk the distance
That we need to walk to get out from below
Get out through the snow
And glow