Ashes of the Apocalypse - Insanity (feat. Gustavo Gatsby, R3CKL3SS, KamaKeezy & ODDWATERS) Lyrics

I said I wouldn't do it no more
But I keep doin' this shit
I said I wouldn't f*ck her no more
But I keep screwin' this bitch
I can't be trustin' no more
Cause I keep, I keep
I keep betrayin' me, all I can blame is me
Cause somebody save me from myself
I keep doin' the same thing, expectin' different results
I think, I'm going crazy (Can somebody save me from myself)
I keep doin' the same thing, expectin' different results
I think I'm going crazy (can somebody saved me from myself)

God is my sightable source, and
I am dodgin' these spiteful endorphins
I am readin' the writing the Lord sent
I am prophesizin' lightning and stormwind
I was sinnin', sinnin', sin again
See, I wasn't exercisin' caution
But my spirit in need of a exercise
When the baptism felt like pesticide
See what I see need eleven eyes
Tie with Gustav then you better dye
Put a hit on myself, I'm incentivized
See, my actions leave future me jeopardized
Found my joy in a pill, now I'm synthesized
Found my joy in the pussy, I'm wet and dry
Spent my life on a seven, the seventh sign
I lay high in the street while the heavens cry
But why?
I said that I wouldn't do that shit no more
But bitch, I lied
Fight myself, one of us gotta die
On my knees bleedin' and I'm lookin' in the sky
I said that I wouldn't do that shit no more
But that's a scam
F*ckin' that bitch and f*ckin' her friends
I don't even know who the f*ck I am

I said I wouldn't do it no more
But I keep doin' this shit
I said I wouldn't f*ck her no more
But I keep screwin' this bitch
I can't be trustin' no more
Cause I keep, I keep
I keep betrayin' me, all I can blame is me
Cause somebody save me from myself
I keep doin' the same thing, expectin' different results
I think, I'm going crazy (Can somebody save me from myself)
I keep doin' the same thing, expectin' different results
I think I'm going crazy (can somebody saved me from myself)

I am the enemy, I am to blame
Been burnin bridges, just follow the flames
I hate these people, yeah, I hate this bitch
I look in the mirror and I am the same
I am ashamed, but I'll never change
I guess I am crazy or slightly deranged
Know I'm a monster, yeah, I see the fangs
Yeah, I see the blood, I see the stains
It's not in my veins, it's all on the floor
Surrounding her body, yeah, I killed that whore
Then I slit my wrist, but that was before
I popped all these pills, yeah, I had to make sure
Bitch, we die today, we never gon wake up
I'm tired of tryin, I already gave up
No, this not a movie, no actors or makeup
A real murder-suicide after a breakup
It's too late to save us, I hear the clock tickin
We both barely breathin, the blood is still drippin
I think I hear screamin, I feel my heart skippin
I feel like I'm fallin, I feel like I'm trippin
It's too late to save us, I hear the clock tickin
We both barely breathin, the blood is still drippin
I think I hear screamin, I feel my heart skippin
I feel like I'm fallin, I feel like I'm trippin, yeah

I said I wouldn't do it no more
But I keep doin' this shit
I said I wouldn't f*ck her no more
But I keep screwin' this bitch
I can't be trustin' no more
Cause I keep, I keep
I keep betrayin' me, all I can blame is me
Cause somebody save me from myself
I keep doin' the same thing, expectin' different results
I think, I'm going crazy (Can somebody save me from myself)
I keep doin' the same thing, expectin' different results
I think I'm going crazy (can somebody saved me from myself)

Sending out an S.O.S
Please help, I'm dying
Crazy how she tricked me
With deception and the lying
See what's crazier is I know how she moves
But despite it
Her eyes are like the son and her voice that of a siren, yeah
See I got no one to blame
No really the blame is on me
Shackles linked with shame
Liquor made me feel so lonely
A Picture perfect frame
But pain seems to creep so slowly
Gone are the days
Oh please would you come console me
I must be crazy the way I keep
Putting myself through the same thing
Over and over again
Man I'm all over the place
While feeling like stuck in a maze
Mama, its more than a phase
She stays on my mind
And she runs through my veins
I hold onto her picture
While crying her name
I pull on the trigger
Go out with a bang

Somebody save me from myself
Can somebody save me from myself