Gorilla Glue Video (MV)

My head it spins
My face is drained
Look pale and thin
Need to stay awake
'Cause when I lie down my mind it sinks
To the bottom of the earth below
But when I stand up my body shakes
Like it'll shatter with the smallest blow
Take a breath look in the mirror
And whisper "it's only me"
Turning around hoping my mind is clearer
'Til my vision fades to green
(Trip and fall)
Can't move at all
(To the floor)
My body can't handle much more
(Feeling warm)
Gotta walk out the door
(But I'm chilled to the bone)
I need to find my phone
(Turn around)
Why is it so loud?
(Get on my knees)
I just need to breathe
(Feel like I need to throw up)
I'm so f*cked
My stomach has had enough
Control myself
As I get a drink
I say I don't need help
But I'm suffering
Now there are a million eyes
Staring me into nothingness
Now I can't breathe or free my mind
Because the air feels like it's made of ash
But now calm whispers say to me
I should probably get home
But in this state of mind there's no way to be
That's worse than to be alone
(Trip and fall)
Can't move at all
(To the floor)
My body can't handle much more
(Feeling warm)
Gotta walk out the door
(But I'm chilled to the bone)
I need to find my phone
(Turn around)
Why is it so loud?
(Get on my knees)
I just need to breathe
(Feel like I need to throw up)
I'm so f*cked
My stomach has had enough