Ashford - Sophomore Lyrics

I thought I was wise
To try and wipe memories of you from my life
But I see I was only a fool
And now when I see your face
My heart sinks deep down to a place
Where I can feel the weight
Of a thousand stupid mistakes I've made
Recollections of the past my mind has saved can't be erased
And I still see you in my dreams
And your picture is still on my wall
I feel like I'm broken and torn at the seams
Wish I could forget it all
Apparitions become a reality
Why are you still f*cking haunting me?
Things will never be what they used to be
So why won't my past let me be free
Break the chains binding me; pull the shades blinding me
Stop the fangs biting me; cure sickness blighting me
Everything prying me open leaving my heart to bleed on the floor
When we cross paths
I could feel memories of you coming back
Now I feel so lost and f*cking confused
Because so much time has passed
And I'm starting to lose track of why
We never had another chance
I have a little heart attack every time we interact
Because I idealize the past
And I know it's not meant to be
But part of me wishes it was
I try to remind myself how you tortured me
But it'll never be enough
Apparitions become a reality
Why are you still f*cking haunting me?
Things will never be what they used to be
So why won't my past let me be free
Break the chains binding me; pull the shades blinding me
Stop the fangs biting me; cure sickness blighting me
Everything prying me open leaving my heart to bleed on the floor
I know that it's time
I know that it's true
I know it would be wise to say goodbye to you
I know that it's right
I know that I should
I know it would be wise but I am just a fool
I know that it's time
I know that it's true
I know it would be wise to say goodbye to you
I know that it's right
I know that I should
I know it would be wise but I am just a fool
Apparitions become a reality
(I know that it's time)
Why are you still f*cking haunting me?
(I know that it's true)
Things will never be what they used to be
(I know it would be wise to say goodbye to you)
Break the chains binding me; pull the shades blinding me
(I know that it's right)
Stop the fangs biting me; cure sickness blighting me
(I know that I should)
Everything prying me open leaving my heart to bleed on the floor
(I know it would be wise but I am just a fool)