Ashley Kim - love, hate Lyrics

I remember that night we listened to "Fade"
All the times we'd sing along to "Arcade"
I feel your eyes looking right at me
Staring into my soul, don't set it free
You love that I'd do
Simply anything for you

Every time you'd ask if I'm doing ok
I would laugh with a smile as I'm looking your way
You feel my eyes looking right at you
Staring right at me knowing what I'll do
Our love fuels the fire
Ignite fire when I'm with you

Cause right now the only thing I need is
You to hold me in your arms so
Stay with me cause you're my comfort
Please be near so I can't help but love you

I say it every damn day cause I'm in love with you
Grab me by the waist and kiss me cause you want it too
I love you

So we spent that summer in Sante Fe
Next you wanted a trip from New York to LA
I cannot help but follow through
Knowing that's what you wanted, all for you

But if only I knew

Call you but you never seem to care
All on you but you never think it's fair
So f*ck you and your feelings, let em hurt
Why'd I put you first, tried to make it work
I can't help but feel
Like you cut me a raw deal

Tried to understand what you did to me
But I can't seem to solve this mystery
Night and day I'd call you my baby
But now I stop to think maybe
What more could I lose?
I deserve so much better than you

Cause right now the only thing I need is
Space from you, how'd it get so toxic?
Leave tonight you're not my comfort
Don't be near cause I can't help but hate you

I'll say it every damn day cause I'm hating you
Don't grab me by the waist and kiss me 'cause what's the use?
I hate you