Lying awake
Contemplating suicide
Will I see tomorow
Kill yourself
You worthless miserable f*ck
I want to
I want to
I want to be loved
I want to be loved
For who I am
Not loved
For who I'm not
You have no place
In our world
Emptiness
Consumes me
I'm nothing but a shell
Living this hell
See these scars
This is my
Cry for help
Numb to the pain
But I cant seem to stop
I'm a failure
Cant compute
Out of options
Self destruct
No hope
Return to the null
I'm a failure
Error error
Out of options
Self destruct
No hope
Error error error error error error error error error
Lying awake contemplating suicide
I'm so sorry I've failed you
Loved by none
Judged by all
Self destruct
4 3 2 1
Error error error
Error error error
Breathing
Not living
Cling to false hope
Let my embers fade
I want to be loved
I want to be loved
For who I am
Not loved
For who I'm not
Dive dive
Dive deeper
Into the trenches
Of sorrow
I'm I'm
Drowning
In regret
I'll never reach
The surface
Dive dive
Dive deeper
Into the trenches
Of sorrow
I'm I'm
Drowning
In regret
I'll never reach
The surface
Surface
Dive dive
Dive deeper
You'll reach the truth
Drown Drown
Drown deeper
In my own tears
I drown
Drown
Error error error
Error error error error
New year
Same old tears
Time heals nothing
Only prolongs
The agony
28 years
So many tears
Time I cant
Time I cant
Get back
Get back
Get back
Get back
Time heals nothing
On my knees
I pray
For forgiveness
Where did I go wrong
This is how my story ends
Tragic isn't it
No happy ending
Only Tragedy
Will I ever reach my happy ending
That I dont know
End my suffering
Bring me joy
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I've failed you
I'm so sorry I've failed you
One more chance
I wont hurt
If not its ok
I know I'm to blame
I'm so sorry I've failed you
Error error error
Error error error
Darkness
Consumes me
I'm just a machine
Generating failures
This world has no place for me
Darkness
Consume me
I'm just a machine
Is it wrong to be content
For once in my life
Life
Life
Tried to be something
Ending up nothing
Tried to be someone
Ended as noone
Noone
Tried to be something
Ending up nothing
Tried to be someone
Ended as noone
I'm just a machine
Error Error
I'm noone
Trying to be someone
Is that to much to ask for
Error
Tried to be something
Ending up nothing
Tried to be someone
Ended as noone
Noone
Error