DYING ON THE INSIDE Video (MV)

I have this nagging feeling
Something inside is bleeding
My throat is closing up
I feel like throwing up
Caught in the undertow
I'm feeling so low
I need an antidote
A knife to my throat
If only you could see
The war in my mind
You'd understand why
I'm running out of time
I'm dying on the inside
I can't lie
Dying on the inside
I can't cry
I'm dying on the inside and
I'm getting closer to the edge
I'm irresponsible
A constant thunderstorm
Some say impossible
And I need to stay warm
I'm "too emotional"
So I put my armor on
It's non-negotiable
I'm fighting for my throne
A knife to my throat
If only you could see
The war in my mind
You'd understand why
I'm running out of time
I'm dying on the inside
I can't lie
Dying on the inside
I can't cry
I'm dying on the inside and
I'm getting closer to the edge
Spinning round like a vicious cyclone
No direction, no place to call home
Running round like my life's on the line
Please god I just wanna feel fine
Spinning round like a vicious cyclone
No direction, no place to call home
Running round like my life's on the line
Please god I just wanna feel fine
If only you could see
The war inside of me
If only you could see
This war is part of me
I'm dying on the inside
I can't lie
Dying on the inside
I can't cry
I'm dying on the inside and
I'm getting closer to the edge