Ashllyn - Numb Lyrics

You're trying to be normal
Tryna play along
They told you your whole life
You're doing something wrong
Fragmented emotions
Everywhere at once
But you need to focus
You don't know what you want
Growing up and you can't find an in between
You're too much or too little
You're not anything
Feeling like you're slipping
You need to take control
You're everything at once
But there's nothing that you know
It'd be easier to just let go

Head and heart are singing
But they're out of tune
How are they so heavy when they're hollow too
Wanna feel something but you feel too much
And your only other option is feeling
Numb

'Fraid of your emotions
Scared you're getting stuck
Never learned indifference
Only hate and love
Longing just to be like
Everybody else
Get your feelings from your body
'Stead of pills on a shelf

Head and heart are pounding
But they're out of sync
A little orange bottle will take care of things
Wanna feel nothing cause you feel too much
Yeah you only like yourself
When you're feeling numb

Make yourself natural
Artificially
Betrayed by your body
That's left you incomplete
Burdened with the chaos
That no one else can see
You're everywhere
You're nowhere
And you're never in between

Head and heart are messy
You feel all alone
Put fragments of yourself under a microscope
Life is never easy
When you're forced to run
To the bottom of a bottle
Completely numb