Ashton Moore - I Wish I Was... Lyrics

You need to be truthful with me
Tell me why you won't talk to me
You need to come back again
Cause now my light has dimmed
You may say what you think of me
But just speak with honesty
Do you even wanna be my friend?
Or are we doing this again?

It's time to communicate with me
It's time that we say what we see
Don't try to be all sassy
Just talk normally with me

I think this could all be my fault
Why do I mess with nice things?
Starting all this nonsense again
This is why I lose every friend
I am the cause of the lake
You're drowning in, it's too late
Why do I cause every mistake?

I can't help but take take take
I can't help but drown you in the lake, lake, lake
I'm sorry that I gotta cause every little mi-mi-mistake
I'm sorry that I can't help but take

I wish I was normal
I wish I wasn't such a handful
I wish I was helpful
I wish I was normal
I wish you could just see who I am
But I'm not who you wanna see
And that's okay, I guess
But I should just go drown

This is why I can't make new friends
I always gotta tear it up again
This is so dreadful, right?
Now I'm gonna cry tonight

I really wanna change
I really wanna change
I really wanna change, really

I see all the flaws in me
I see why you don't like me
I see, eee, eee
I see
I see
I see
I wish I could change me