Hypocrite Freestyle Video (MV)

Dear god
I hope this reaches you and all is well
Physically I'm doing fine but mentally I'm stuck in hell
Try to ease the pain with medication I been rolling up
Saying imma quit but I can't never seem to give it up
Looking for some answers all I'm left with are these questions
Carry all these burdens I thought that I done learned my lesson
I guess that I'll keep going have some faith and earn my blessings
Try to turn this ramen into steak with all the dressings

Perfect combination of humble, cocky, and confident.
Judge me by character and not by my accomplishments
It's common sense
But some of y'all don't seem to grasp it
Say you trust in god and then you idolize these rappers
Turn up In the club
Shaking ass
Cnd popping bottles
While ya mama sit at home
Warming up your baby's bottles
Scripture in the caption
But half naked on the gram
Preaching independence
While you got an only fans

You been searching for a way
C way out of your head
You been crawling In the darkness
Living with the heartless
Cnd all the lies you said


You been searching for an answer
For the thing that lies ahead
You say you struggle with believing
Only call him when you need him
No wonder you get left on read
On read on read on read
No wonder you get left on read
On read on read

Looking for a sign to justify the way you living
Drown your soul In all this liquor
You can't deal with all your feelings
Remember when we were younger
Said you never wanna grow up
Now your kids are older wondering if you gonna show up
Damn
But I guess that's just the way it is
History repeats its self and brings the unforgiving sins
Generational trauma we all seem to be cursed with
Cover up the scars say your fine but still feel worthless
I'm not judging
Just calling it like it is
Got some skeletons in my closet
That I wanna keep hid
Im not one to throw stones in this glass house
Just a hypocrite
Listen to words that come out of my own mouth