Ashxs - By Myself Now (feat. St. Nylo) Lyrics

Got everybody actin like my friend now
Every time i let em in i just get let down
Every time i let em in i just get left out
All alone, in my zone, by myself now
I been doin everything all by myself now
All alone, in my zone, by myself now
Cause every time i let em in i just get let down
Every time i let em in i get

Too down like y'all tryna prove your wealth
To a bunch of mothaf*ckas that couldn't care less if you needed some help
Don't need nobody else... other than myself
To give a f*ck so i can feel better about the way i dealt
With all my problems n i know they all got em
How the hell do they solve em without hittin the bottom
Or just hittin the bottle
I'm tryna hit a model, she tryna get in my wallet
So f*cked i gotta waddle, lost the hotel deposit

I been throwin shit... f*ck a party
Just a room full of people that don't even care about me
I ain't ever gave a f*ck so i can't really blame em
But they following my life so why the energy changin
I don't hate em, i just wish that they all felt the same
Hoe tryna come home, she don't even know my name
She just seen me in a picture with some rappers that she like
So i guess that's what it takes for me to catch a certain eye, i'm faded.....
I been doin everything all by myself now
All alone, in my zone, by myself now
Cause every time i let em in i just get let down
Every time i let em in i just get let down
Got everybody actin like my friend now
Every time i let em in i just get let down
Every time i let em in i just get left out
All alone, in my zone, by myself now
I been doin everything all by myself now
All alone, in my zone, by myself now
Cause every time i let em in i just get let down
Every time i let em in i gettttttt

Left out let down Heartbroken soul stolen
I don't even have a f*ck to give you now cause I've fallen
Over and over again for the same old bitch
And I can't even seem to make any new damn friends
The ones I use to have, they have gone away
Been runnin from my past, but now I'm here to stay
I just need to let go yeah
Needa do this shit all by myself

Got everybody actin like my friend now
Every time i let em in i just get let down
Every time i let em in i just get left out
All alone, in my zone, by myself now
I been doin everything all by myself now
All alone, in my zone, by myself now
Cause every time i let em in i just get let down
Every time i let em in i get