Floating heavy
Kinda unsteady
Tryna find a remedy
For this sickness plaguing me
I fret for sleep
I run in my dreams
I swim through the sea
Of darkness
Holding my breath
I can't breathe
Can't see what's ahead of me
Just the motivation to keep moving
Forwards always
No matter the feelings
And pressure on me
No matter the persistent picking
Nipping and scratching
And the attempts at attaching
My life and movements to a few things
Passing in my mind
My moods don't match
No two days are the same
So I take them
Day by day
And try to keep my head
Keep it from caving in
Where are my friends
I need their hands
To help me mend
The tears and rips all over my body