Asif Mohamed - forgetting how to laugh Lyrics

I don't know why I am getting sad
My mental health is getting really bad
I don't know why my life is so blue
I'm 19 and if I'm being honest I really don't have any
Clue
I don't know why I am getting sad
My mental health is getting really bad
I don't know why my life is so blue
I'm 19 and if I'm being honest I really don't have any
Clue
All I see is darkness,
They're heartless,
Smartly dressed,
Why do people judge based on appearance?
People lie just to blend with their kind
Completely blind, Completely blind
I think I am forgetting how to laugh
I often say the quote
"This too shall pass"
Will I feel this way forever?
Tell me now
I'm so tired I can't wait anymore
I'm alone with my thoughts
Drowning in my sofa
I'm wondering, I'm wondering
I no longer wanna try
It's sad I'm only 19 and I already feel like quitting
When I die, please don't cry
Look up and say goodbye
I don't know why I am getting sad
My mental health is getting really bad
I don't know why my life is so blue
I'm 19 and if I'm being honest I really don't have any
Clue