Astara - Not Special Lyrics

My back against the wall
Last night I realised
I'm lonely when I'm talking to you

Painted a picture in my head
Of what could be
But you tore it out

If I stay here could we fix the broken
Say the words that we've left unspoken
Keep going in circles
Can't count how many times
We'll end up in this moment

I'm not special to you
But I want you to feel me
Even when the heavy storm comes our way

I'm not special to you
You leave me on the sidelines
Second best is all I've ever known

Be honest
Do I ever cross your mind
Could you spare me some time
Please tell me

If I stay here could we fix the broken
Say the words that we've left unspoken

Keep going in circles
Can't count how many times
We'll end up in this moment

I'm not special to you
But I want you to feel me
Even when the heavy storm comes our way

I'm not special to you
You leave me on the sidelines
Second best is all I've ever known

Cos all of me is all for you
I'm missing how close we used to to be

Be honest, be honest, be honest
Tell me do you still care
Second best is all I've ever known
Tired of feeling all alone

I'm not special to you
ButI want you to feel me
Even when the heavy storm comes our way
I'm not special to you
You leave me on the sidelines
Second best is all I've ever known