Astrid Flare - Reject Lyrics

How the f*ck you expect me
To live in this reality?
I just wanna feel sane
But I don't wanna feel the same
I don't even know my name
Ohh, I don't even know my name
Ohh, I've been on the road so long
But even back then, I was alone
Was it me? Was I wrong?
Is it too late to come home?
(I don't know)
Look, you all up in my phone
Got so good at fronts but I'm not strong
Gotta focus, gotta get on
But lately its been so hard to have fun
So tired of the jakes
I just be staying in my lane
But she talking down on me
So I pop another bean
I just focused on my green
Ever since then I've been living carefree
Been tryna change my ways
Cause I been losing my faith
Had me doubting myself
Thinking that I wasn't great
Thinking that I had to chase
Thinking that I wasn't blessed
Thinking that I had the best I ever had
I couldn't replace
Now you're just throwing shade
Guess you wasn't my fate
Don't let me catch you riding my wave
How the f*ck you expect me
To live in this reality?
I just wanna feel sane
But I don't wana feel the same
I don't even know my name
Ohh, I don't even know my name