Asurity - The Mess I've Made (feat. Fukase) Lyrics

In another reality
I was the one who made you happy

The times have all changed
The seasons faded away
Can I just stay the same

Is the fire burning out
Inside of me
All that's left
Is myself doubt

Is my passion all burnt out
Inside of me

There lies myself doubt
What a mess I've made

Tell me it's all okay
My hope slowly decays
As my dreams fade
I'm slipping away

Now it's finally clear
The mess I've made
Helped push you away
The mess I've made
Only pushed you away

What a mess I've made of everything

The fire's going out in me
And I can't breathe

Try to catch your breath
Relax and just breathe
Relapse to just see
How much you need me
Can you finally see
How much you meant to me
Lying in this bed
Sick of the thoughts
That plague me to death

When you said I'd be fine
Did it ever cross your mind
That my flame is gone
My fire has burnt out

Ripped away by the sickness in my head
I'm one and two with reality
I'm struggling to just breathe
As it spreads through my body
And slowly kills me

Now it's finally clear
The mess I've made
Helped push you away
The mess I've made
Only pushed you away

I only pushed you away
I only pushed you away