Ataraxia - Sudo Lyrics

Jealousy disguised
Jealousy disguised
Jealousy disguised
Disguised
Is it fate?
Or is it fortune?
I can see years
Petrified in this beholding
I've one last piece of the past
I hold it tight, I hold it fast
Fast
Jealousy disguised
Jealousy disguised
Is this real?
This f*cking madness?
I can see tears
Memory clouds the skies and seas of blackness
And I've one last time to collapse
Paravoyant dream, no turning back
(Make it real, make it fast)
And with this lifetime
I feel conflicted
So many wrong turns
They leave me pitted
I'm not in control
I'm just a visage
I'm not in control
I'm jealousy disguised
I'm jealousy disguised
So am I new again?
Digging for the details again?
Like I didn't even learn the last time
I was caught in a trap
Of humanity and pride
And it won't stop tearing me apart
On the inside
And with this lifetime
I feel conflicted
So many wrong turns
They leave me pitted
I'm not in control
I'm just a visage
I'm not in control
I'm jealousy disguised
Oh, oh, oh
I'm jealousy disguised
I don't feel right
Oh, I don't feel right
Oh, I don't feel right anymore
Oh, I don't feel right
Oh, I don't feel right
Oh, I can't feel right anymore
And with this lifetime
I feel conflicted
So many wrong turns
They leave me pitted
I'm not in control
I'm just a visage
I'm not in control
I'm jealousy disguised
Oh, oh, oh
I'm jealousy disguised
Oh, oh oh
(Oh, I don't feel right anymore)
Oh, oh, oh
(Oh, I can't feel right anymore)
I'm jealousy disgui