athago - reminiscing Lyrics

Yeah, you've caught me reminiscing 'bout a time
A time that has now long since gone by
Yeah, you've caught me reminiscing 'bout a life
Now I'm living with regret and all this strife
And I know
That I can't
Change a thing
But that won't stop me from trying
No, that won't stop me from feeling
No, that won't stop me from thinking
What could I have done?
What can I do now?
How can I feel free
After all I've done?
And it's a blame game
Was it her or me
How can I make you see
That I am really, oh, I'm sorry
Yes I am sorry
I take responsibility
And I'm not sure I'm where I wanna be
Because I'm not sad
But I'm sure as hell not happy
Cause there's nothing to feel anything about
It's a new chapter
And all I can do while I'm on this route
Is fill it with laughter
Let the days that have long since gone by
Stay in the past, goodbye
I will always remember you
I will always cherish you
But if you believe that we're through
Who am I to search for you?