Atlantic Wasteland - Pittsburgh Lyrics

Remember way back then
The days we used to know
So long ago it's been
Where did our time go
It happened so fast as we walked without a sound
Gone in an instant cuz I tore it all down
It won't go away, these feelings I can't shake
The memories come flooding back and I'll never be the same
These are the places that I've been today
And if I leave tomorrow, will they remember me this way
You live and you learn that's at least what they say
I've faced every feeling from anxiety to shame
But I'm not ready to give up just yet
Get real, they said to me
Mistakes are what you made
Don't give up on what you built
There I sat, overcome in guilt
I tried and tried to hold on
I lived in the moment, or so I thought
I gripped our love until it choked
I lost my sight, I lost your hope
These are the places that I've been today
And if I leave tomorrow, will they remember me this way
You live and you learn that's at least what they say
I've faced every feeling from anxiety to shame
But I'm not ready to give up just yet
These are the places that I've been today
And if I leave tomorrow, will they remember me this way
I lived through this year with a thorn in my side
But I clawed my way out and damn it, I'm still alive