[ Featuring GAWNE ]
And it's all on my shoulders not waiting on a Wishing well can't tell me when it's over I'm making waves don't need your help
I would like to thank the young me
Back when nobody loved me
They said rap was only for dummies
Face the fact you'll never become thee one Luke Gawne
They were wrong
Years later still I'm hungry
Stomach aches in my tummy
Been through pain it became ugly but overcame it all
Though I will swallow a whole pill bottle feeling real hollow still wallow in a lil sorrow need to chill out I really think I'm bout to hit lotto cause I'm ill and my skill probably made a quarter mill amount of bills, commas
But until momma get a crib in the Caribbean I will use will power started from the hill bottom still wanna make it to the big mountain kill countin' every beat shred and leave falling like Twin Towers
Shit's about to readily
Get ugly
I could give a f*ck about pedigree
I don't wanna ever see
Anyone claim that they're ahead of me
Especially when my limit is sky
I vibe with the pen and turn the paper to tie-dye
The lyrical drive by
I'll probably end up taking like nine lives
Thinking about the murders I committed in hindsight yeah time flies when you stack bars like wifi
Till the day I fall I'll be hated by all in this game but I made the call to stay involved and never take a loss when they break my balls I rather bite your ugly faces off like K9 dogs with gator jaws and 8-inch claws them rabies paws about to leave em' in a grave that's made for you to lay and stay I pray for the day where I can say I proved em' wrong
And it's all on my shoulders not waiting on a Wishing well can't tell me when it's over I'm making waves don't need your help I'm changin I just can't be caged in Try to tear me down when I'm Poppin but it still feels amazing Still feels amazing thank God I'm changing
I was down for the count and stressing out about money my bank account was empty couldn't count my blessings when I didn't have nothing I was down to decimals sounding desperate getting killed by the credit card bills ten thousand extra steady drowned in debt from putting out the records what you know about under pressure no fun when the bill collector comes to get ya
But I overcame like Hov had to show this game that I'm cold till they know my name, dang!
I was just a little kid growing up scribbling rhymes in my notes every day
How the f*ck I made it up out of that place
Cause yes I had dreams
But it never seemed
That I could achieve
What I wanna be
Cause everybody's telling me that I'd never reach that level
But I hit the gas pedal rap fellow though I never set out to be wack hello I don't act mellow cause I'm transcendental when I get up on the track hello I will smash rap like jello till it's scrap metal cast spells like a wicked witch with a black kettle that yellow brick road path that'll lead me to actual better days started from the bottom but got up now me and Atlus making HELLA WAVES!
And it's all on my shoulders not waiting on a Wishing well can't tell me when it's over I'm making waves don't need your help I'm changin I just can't be caged in Try to tear me down when I'm Poppin but it still feels amazing Still feels amazing thank God I'm changing
