A.T.M. - Fantasy Lyrics

I gotta have it
Went from manual to automatic
No more clutch to pop I clutch these shots no need to panic
I can't lie in my lyrics gotta keep it organic
Just wanna sip something sweet while I doze off in a hammock
I ain't in the zone yet
How much farther am I gon' get
Three hour bus to the stu' no sweat
Nordin my boy he gon' be with me 'til the end most def
Day 1 can't never forget
Can't get cocky but I still feel the love
All the support on the tape can't believe I almost gave up
Told me I'm doing this 4 years ago this shit sound made up
No more weight on my chest every time I wake up
My life the worst nightmare or a fantasy
Either a clown or a joker never in between
Said some shit that wasn't right that was left of me
The future was written but my past still my enemy its edging me

And I can't complain
All to lose nothing to gain
This something I can't contain
You and me are not the same
Not the same
Not the same
Not the same no
And I can't complain
But still who's the one to blame
Held you down and now I'm drained
Nothing left to be explained
Kept my head high through the whole thing
Big deal milk I done spilled that before man
The one thing I know is myself that's for sure man
Long way to go 'til I feel like I'm grown man

And I'm just saying
All that time I done wasted
Only saw one of your faces
Say what you want but you can't say that I'm basic no
That's all I'm saying