Old memories flying around my mind
So confused
Don't know what I'm supposed to find
Don't wanna be left behind
The pain inside me is combined
With the struggle I'm facing
And the pain I'm chasing
I should think right and start replacing, yeah
I'm acting fine but I'm stressed
I keep denying and I'm so pissed
People thinking that I'm so blessed
They don't know the pain in my chest
Overwhelmed by loneliness
I'm wearing a mask of happiness
To hide all of my sadness
I'm dead inside but I'm still alive
That's the only way to survive
I'm dead inside but I'm still alive
That's the only way to survive
Old memories flying around my mind
So confused
Don't know what I'm supposed to find
Don't wanna be left behind
The pain inside me is combined
With the struggle I'm facing
And the pain I'm chasing
I should think right and start replacing, yeah
Suicidal thoughts comes and goes
I can't recognize my friends from foes
Bad thoughts in my mind and it keep on grows
I'm tryna stay alive but God who knows
I'm fighting every day and I suppose
That I'm so strong to be over here
I know that I'll be okay near
Cause God's always gon be here
So please don't fear, yeah
Please don't fear (yeah, yeah)
Just please don't fear
Please don't fear
Please don't fear
Just please don't fear
Please don't fear
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Old memories flying around my mind
So confused
Don't know what I'm supposed to find
Don't wanna be left behind
The pain inside me is combined
With the struggle I'm facing
And the pain I'm chasing
I should think right and start replacing, yeah