HAPPY SMILE Video (MV)

I've been tired of shit, almost out of gas
Mirror shatters quick, and I shatter back
I will never look down, I will never fold
Lord I swear to you, somewhere in me is a soul
I run out of chemicals
I punch a hole in the side of my skull
I put on what others want
I'm just you
I go online and I hate myself
Feel like shit cause I've spent just to feel like there's wealth
I see colours in my brain I couldn't put on a canvas
25 milligram dose just to stand it
I could build a bridge in a dream
But there's naught to be seen when I get to the canyon
I can feel the ground under me
All the splits, all the seams, this is no longer static
Happy smile, happy smile, we alive
Happy smile, happy smile, we alive
I swear to God, you will never see me staring up for my wealth
I will never thank a deity for shit I did for myself
You spend your waking hours dick riding celebrities for some play
You get sparkles in your eyes looking at Drake, shit is insane
I don't full stop, play, I get rich, help the brigade
My form tip top, these jits can kick rocks, how you rich and you lame?
I feel dopamine in my mind, I just choke back that bile, happy smile, we alive
Happy smile, we alive
Happy smile, happy smile, we alive
We still alive
That's all it really takes