Attention! - Paralysed Lyrics

I want to cross the ocean, but I'm too afraid
I thought that I was stronger and that I was brave
I could have been a father, but I lost my way
I thought I was a soldier, but I sold my name

Paralysed
Trying to convince myself
The sun will rise
Even if I break

I'm living in a lie, and I can't look ahead
My weather is awake, and all my skies are dead
If I could be a bird, well I would fly away
I could be alive, but now i'm here instead

My voice was full of love, but now it's filled with fear
I don't know where to stand, or why i'm even here
My family is far from me and there's no time
When people try to ask me how I am, i'm fine