Atticus X - Icarus Lyrics

I got a lot of things that's on my mind today
But I can't really say the words that's coming to my brain
Cause every time I do this, gotta run around the maze
That I create
This shit is useless
But I'm used to insane
I don't usually make my bed
But when I wake I arrange
Every issue
Every tissue
Every misused refrain
Speaking tongues that's foreign
Simply more of the
Same old
Same old
Same old
Broken record don't change

I tried to ride my bike with no handlebars
Cycled out to planet Mars
Relapsed
And then I landed hard
This parchment only partly acts as bandage for my battle scars
I guess my polar opposites attract me to substantial harm

Pass on passionate advice from nearly everyone
Catching flashing lights like I'm flying to the sun
Passing massive heights screaming look how far I've come
Imagine how attractive it would be if I just jumped

I tried so hard to get this right
I hope you know, you know
I tried so hard to get this right
I hope you know

Feels like I'm stepping to my right but head left
Feels like I can't lift this weight off my chest
Feels like I got carried away by what's next
And I forgot to forgot to focus on the weight of my breath

I mean like, shit, what's the point in this if none of it makes sense
Drowning in my feelings came up quick and got the bends
Try to speak the words to work this out and make amends
But it just seems like perfect's what you're searching for
I can't pretend
That it don't hurt me when you're working till the morning
I ain't snoring
Cause the thought of me without you feels like soaring
Past perfection
Lost sense of direction
Fight rejection with affection
Can't connect the dots when we're not in the same section

I tried so hard to get this right
I hope you know, you know
I tried so hard to get this right
I hope you know