atypical's grave - message to god. (feat. atypical) Lyrics

I never really understood
That I had to look around the street to see what's coming left and right
But never think in front to look to see what's coming at me
See whatever's in my sight cause I got used to snakes in life
So I got used to looking behind
And holy Mother of the Lord
I used to pray But I went to the end of my bed
My hands in front of my face I looked up and begged forgiveness
For the sins that I'd make
But after relying on God I stopped relying on me
And way too many f*cking times
Right, yes, no, might, maybe, wait, no This is a certain written line
Way too many f*cking times, I talked to God
But felt like I was talking to the walls And ceiling every night
But I still said what's on my mind But my words would bounce
Reflect and come back When I said that I was suicidal
My mind f*cking laughed And God, what about my friend
The one that went to church to change How the f*ck did she still kill herself
I thought you were meant to save
And if you died for all of our sins
Why is it when we sin we die? Or why is it when we live
The innocent still don't survive? So many faces on the news
A poor innocent soul, You stay in heaven cause we're hell
Because you're up and we're below
I cannot find, I cannot answer
The questions that you wouldn't think to believe
People to me, people would tell me
Atypical, you're starting to make sense to me
Everything that you're saying is coming true
You can predict so now you are my God, Bitch, I'm on top, I've done more for
The people around me than someone titled as God
Uh, God, I've saved so many lives Lives that you realize you just watched
So I am doing all of your work But you will still give me my applause
So now I am taking over Showing people negatives are needed
God's reality is fake Cause he is too afraid to show your demons
God is fake
I don't break
I don't show what's known
I just show what's real
And you can't save It's too late
I'm just known to heal
But that's okay, god's fake
Don't save, no break
I said save, no break
But don't give it up I had too many f*cking people in my life give up
Kill themselves, Couldn't take it
Can you tell me about this town that God made, he's afraid
So he stays in the cloud God damn, but God damn
Like what did you do? Had faith in you
I said grace for you I made praise for you
I made a name for you Just to answer all my prayers
With wait, what? Nothing, f*ck it
But I am starting to create something I need to make a movement
Everyone just sits on their ass So somebody had to do it
I am digging the core from the ground up So we can find a hell and take it over
Become strong as hell So what
So even God could not repel And people might ask
Atypical issue What the f*ck is this movement
But hey bitch, I watch The Exorcist So I think I know what I'm doing
I just grab me by my hand And grab this cross, flip it
And I'll tell you, climb these stairs I built to heaven
Say the power of hell compels you
God is fake
I don't break
I don't show what's known
I just show what's real
And you can't save It's too late
I'm just known to heal
But that's okay God's fake
Don't save, no break