Audrey Alene - Letters Lyrics

This isn't the first time
That I ever lost control
I'll try to make it right
But I'm afraid I missed the boat
It seems the little things that get to me
Are the things that cut right through
I just wish I was a better friend
Because in the end I'm left here without you
If a shooting star could hear me now
I would wish you back somehow
And I know how bad I let you down
I let you, I let you down
And I can't handle nights on my own
Without you this just isn't a home
And I can't hold it together
If only heaven would accept my letters
Can't remember a time where I felt so alone
I'll try to sleep tonight but I'm staring at my phone
This blank screen belittles me
And everything that I thought I knew
All the words that I was gonna say
Are gonna have to have to wait 'til I'm face to face with you
If a shooting star could hear me now
I would wish you back somehow
And I know how bad I let you down
I let you, I let you down
And I can't handle nights on my own
Without you this just isn't a home
And I can't hold it together
If only heaven would accept my letters
I don't want to stay forever
I just want to make it through the night
I don't know how I'll make it better
I just want to try and make it right
If you're there god, if you're for real
I'd like to try and make a deal
If you could please return my prayer
I offer you my life instead
If you're there god, if you're for real
I'd like to try and make a deal
If you could please return my prayer
I offer you my life instead
If a shooting star could hear me now
I would wish you back somehow
And I know how bad I let you down
I let you, I let you down
And I can't handle nights on my own
Without you this just isn't a home
And I can't hold it together
If only heaven would accept my letters