Not For Me Video (MV)

You have a good time, I'm a little bit less than festive
I'm a little bit less than rested I'm a little bit more than testy
How bout you, don't test my limits I don't front like f*ck those gimmicks
Look in my eyes, I feel like a cynic Baby I try to live it up

But I bit it, all that dust, all that trust Down the drain, all that lust, wasn't love
If that's right then I'm insane F*ck this truce, I'll go mute
You're so perfect, I've been f*cked up since my perfect youth
Wanted to blap me from the abuse You view me as so obtuse

Baby you right, I've been confused In between, loving and hating the juice
Flip me around, say I choose you Cause I never did, I see me, and say who
I get some f*cking needy heeding All that wrong advice
From my shadow, taking flights High above, I'm seething, you see nice

You say damn, they must be feeling better Made it through that stormy weather
Severed what was making them write open letters Trash them, you know better
You can't die, no you can't leave Quiet baby, I could be reprieve
That's what I thought, just not for me Not for me, me, me, me, me, me

Not for me, me, me, me, me, me Not for me, me, me, me, me, me
I see you with another Grit my teeth, bitch to my brother
Holy f*ck, I guess I'm soft She swore I needed, getting off
Like my bets, I need more talk So impulsive, cursing God

Huffing, puffing, kill my odds Lust n love is not what got
Me out my head, it was you, you, you That was you, but you're not for me
Or could you be? Is it not reality? To address a casualty
Only drugs on my phone, I felt so alone You had a lot on your plate though

I thought I never should say so I thought I never should
Say how I feel Spilling my guts on the pavement, there's no appeal
Peace was close, then I closed the chapter with my lachrymose
Shattered hopes, knowing you'll be ghost I can feel me breaking tropes

Too little, too late, while you be doing a lot For somebody, not for me
Me, me, me, me, me, me Not for me, me, me, me, me, me
Not for me, me, me, me, me, me I see you with another
Grit my teeth, bitch to my brother Holy f*ck, I guess I'm soft

She swore I needed getting off Like my bets I need more talk
So impulsive, cursing God Huffing, puffing, kill my odds
Lust n love is not what got Me out my head, it was you, you, you
Now I'm all alone It's all that I've ever known

Home never will feel like home I just wish that I had
Something to convince you I'm alright Without you by my side
By my side