Aue - Jill's Hill (feat. Nevin) Lyrics

Rejected and alone
You slowly crawl to your cell phone
Yet again
Eyes ain't dry, her bruises in disguise
Wanting a quick fix
Telling me to come here to feel new heartaches
Can't teach an old dog tricks
Walking by your eyes, only see mistakes

As if you fall for him again
Why am I not surprised
Filled me with lies, lies, lies and cries
What have you to still gain
Why am I not surprised
My mind just flows with all of your cries
You despise him
You cry over him
Manipulation ain't a real new sensation
Deception of happiness
Decrepit humanity
Lies that felt so true
Leading to lovesick insanity

So say the happiness he gives
Dying inside as life reneges
To you the world will end
Six feet under, the graverobber digs
Our mind is a cell
Your mind is locked
You sell your body
You don't think it hurts nobody
Be feeling used
Seems like old news
Everything seems like a lose lose

As if you fall for him again
Why am I not surprised
Filled me with lies, lies, lies and cries
What have you to still gain
Why am I not surprised
My mind just flows with all of your cries
You despise him
You cry over him
Manipulation ain't a real new sensation
Deception of happiness
Decrepit humanity
Lies that felt so true
Leading to lovesick insanity

Trying to find a rebound
Never seen you so desperate
Your inner wiring's rewound
Her interests and actions
Too separate
Your love for him is profound
Never seen your mind infested
But he knows you'll come around
Too high on his affection
Where you were found

As if you fall for him again
Wish I wasn't surprised
Filled me with lies, lies, lies and cries
Wanting the best for you
My love for you, not reprised
My thoughts tell me she ain't so wise
I despise him
You'll die for him
Her self-damnation
Hate's a burning sensation
Deception of happiness
Decrepit humanity
Lies that felt so true
Leading to lovesick insanity