Just want to know what happened
Still feel trapped in this sadness
Suddenly gravity happens
And I fall back onto the mattress
You won't leave me alone
With your voodoo magic
Who knew
We'd become just a habit
Yes Im quite spastic
It's cause these worries
Bring me into a flurry of madness
I try to take a stab at it
But my efforts are imagined
You send me happily into a catastrophe
Until I want to commit suicide passionately
Everything was eventually resting
Too heavily on my shoulders
Inevitably making me feel quite older
With gray hairs
I stay scared of every single kind of person
Hummingbirds and doves chirping
The more I'm loving you
The more the pain worsens
Flirting with death and yet I instead
Look at things that shouldn't be repeated again
Constantly had to pretend
I was completely in control
Please something needs to soothe my soul
Wasn't me, wasn't you it was both
Now I have no pulse
And you're a ghost haunting me
N got me turned into a zombie
Slowly but surely my innards
Are softly rotting
You definitely forgot me
But I didn't forget you
Now I'm sitting here feeling blue
Took all my love
Took all my blood
Forcing yourself through my strata
Haunting me like phantasma
Trapped in a chasma
With no plasma
Plasma plasma
Breathing in your miasma
Feeling like I don't matta
Sucking me dry of all my
Plasma
In the end we were only kids
I knew it would never last
All I could think about was the past
I had with you
Memories only look black and blue
Deep in my mind's anemones
Sending me shocks to the sensory
At first a lover, now an enemy
You said it wasn't my fault though
I hope the shadows don't follow
That was a tough pill to swallow
No time left to wallow
Even if I'm a hermit
I can't permit my shell to hollow
Because ill end up in my own hell for
Demons to seep into my blood stream
Like leeches in a pool with a swim team
Im not the only one feeling like a weakling
Losing blood from all the love deep in the evenings
This shit is seeking to destroy everything
That I enjoy and you've been straight toying With me
To the point where your paint is poisoning
Im listlessly tripping on these orderly beams
Silence speaks louder than words
That's why you were forwarding me
Even if we're done that's OK hon
You'll always be part of me
Till my heart won't beat and
The blood is done coursing through me
Dropping the cold rings was soothing
It was raining it was pouring
Now as I wake up its just another morning
Took all my love
Took all my blood
Forcing yourself through my strata
Haunting me like phantasma
Thought you were the whole book
Now oh look
You were just a chapta
Taking advantage of me being a bastard
Trapped in a chasma
With no plasma
Plasma
Breathing in your miasma
Plasma, plasma
Had me with a fatal attraction
Never experienced anything blacka
F*ck, get outta my grey matta
Im telling you you don't matta
You don't matta
Please believe you don't matta
Plasma
Took all my plasma, plasma
Took, took all my plasma