August Red - Dreamer Lyrics

A dreamer in is bed
Words i never said
Kept a lot up in my head
Cuts more than bled
And every time i think about the future i be reminiscing
I been hoping for some better days i hope that I don't miss them
I answer with a question I don't wanna make decisions
Indecision indecisive, i guess i never listen
I'm on the go but it's really you that i be missing
Scared to open up i got a fear that you be switching
Dreaming too much
Drinking too much
Not sleeping enough
Shits getting rough
I thought i hit the fan a couple days ago but here i am
Besides everything I'm going through I know you'll understand
It's always enough
And i always f*cking talk like i know what i want
But i don't have a clue because I'm stuck on the front
And you're heaven in my head, please stay right here instead
Happens all the, all the time i go away
We'll figure it out but you never know why
Stuck inside with the blinds shut all the way
We'll never open
It's the clouds that come around
And forget this blissful evening oh why
It pains me to to say that all the good has gone away
Haven't felt the same i been lost like everyday
It's like i lost my soul, do you feel me?
It went away the day that i revealed the real me
In spite of all my efforts to feel real free
My conscious comes around and makes me feel weak
If i give you everything i hope you can reciprocate
I don't need this one sided, one side will turn away
I know I haven't seen you in a couple days
My minds been on a trip I don't know what to say
You gotta let me in again so i can tell you the truth
There's times in this shit that I don't know what to do
Hear me out, hear me out i got a lot on my mind
In one ear and out the other only half of the time