August Ultra - Affirmations x Loves Lyrics

Gnarly rapping, tardy classing, and party crashing kid
Walking 'round with a stash on him like Charlie Chaplin
Gotta grab it roll it up then spark pass it show my stuff
I'm the brain and brawn son if you f*cking want some action
Took a while to harness classics, in the past tense I was passive
Hyperactive but held captive, got kicked out of my classes
A kid was having too much fun but he grew amongst a group of duds
Whose only big break was lunch, stupid f*cks tryna make me average
Have an appetite for life in my youth
Palette's what they bite bitter truth
Attitude too bright adults get to tryna take it from you like a missing tooth
I'ma continue to make this music at my desk on the bed or the floor
Life is the greatest movie and I'm producing the best of the best of a score
Better press record, won't let them score, pressing the court
Pressing chords on a piano to me's like dropped charges pressed in a court
Don't get me no lawyer I fight for myself and still keep it tighter than belts
And less isn't more if my name ain't ringing bells 'till tinnitus is felt

Just a kid
I'm nothing but a kid
So let me be free
Don't judge the way I live
We're running out of time
But best believe that I'm
Boutta go and do everything
I said do it my way instead
As a kid
I'm nothing but a kid
So let me be free
Don't judge the way I live
We're running out of time
But best believe that I'm
Boutta go and do everything
I said do it my way instead

As I'm going into my senior year
Me and my peers ain't seeing eye to eye
Or hearing ear to ear
Not merely here to exist I'm tryna be revered
Steering clear of bullshit keep a sphere
Of cheerleaders near
It's Tears for Fears, nothing ever lasts forever
And I know that upon hearing that fact it's easy to get depressed
But on the contrary, after some thought that shit is not scary
I capitalized on a truth and in the pursuit I got daring
Fishy bitches putting their red herring in a barrel
And act surprised when I shoot 'em dead
Then carry on my my merry way
Most kids my age will eat it up with no care
Until they're full of lies and immobile
So the system is where they stay
Rare displays of hedonism heeding isn't on the table
Ain't listening to anyone who got dead dreams
And I won't let 'em pull my cable
I know that I'm fully capable and I've been had all these aspirations
Waking up starting every day off with all these affirmations

Just a kid
I'm nothing but a kid
So let me be free
Don't judge the way I live
We're running out of time
But best believe that I'm
Boutta go and do everything
I said do it my way instead
As a kid
I'm nothing but a kid
So let me be free
Don't judge the way I live
We're running out of time
But best believe that I'm
Boutta go and do everything
I said do it my way instead

My love is myself I am no longer my enemy
My love's these soliloquies that have been leading to my inner peace
My love is infinity, life is my affinity
Ultimately it's what's getting me more decorated than a Christmas tree
Keep my love in the emerald ring my grandma wore on her finger
I wear it now and I'm proud to say in my soul her warmth it lingers
My love's a trigger waiting for its shot and I gotta go turn off the safety
They called me crazy back then but I'd rather be that than copy pasted
Y'all are basic I spit acid men and women mix and match 'em
No god helped me with my wins I turned this prison to a palace
Now I live through loves, feel prepared as I get to grow up
Doing my dreams tryna be cushy stickiest bud filling my lungs
My love is in my blood no one's cutting that circulation
Keep flowing 'till living is not a curse f*ck those interpretations
Earth's amazing I harness the beauty around it
It's in every crevice I've found it
Swim in this youth make them throw coins at me while I'm still in the fountain