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Hol up,

Moving along the darkest part of my life scary than it seems
I look in abyss it's stearin me down it's taking a toll to breath
It's looking right back i'm scared to blink i don't wanna miss the scenes
Too nervous to move grab the needle adrenaline is the need

I got a Dark-side
It comes out on part time
I'm nobody special it's relevant outside
I got so much eyes (staring at me)
Looking at me and I hate the prestige
I Hop on a song doesn't mean I'm need
I'm just an M.C that be catching the Pree
I'm jotting em down like a copy machine
Expressing my thoughts is a hobby das me
I cook in kitchen they can't stand the heat
I riding alone in this terrible fleet
I'm writing alone disoriented
I'm writing alone and exploring this shii
Top of the game but I keep it lowkey
Leaving them haters in dust and a 3
Escaping the cycle of the industry
I got dark some thoughts I carry the weight of decisions I made
Picturing hate and I wish for the worse
Healing is something that came
Wait..
Late but the time that I needed most I had to fight through the pain
I'm use to the feeling of loosing myself everything feels the same
The thought of producing a positive track
I'm constantly loosing the game but I lust at the thought of a competent life
Wait
I gotta stay up at night
Pushing and changing pace
Mistakes that I making is giving the urge
Re-arranging my face
I look in the mirror
Blissful hate
I put in the work
Changing my fate it's a relative state
My purpose don't need any praise
I'm working behind the scenes Curtains are closed but my patterns don't change
I do forget to breath
End of the day when I think to myself
Wait...
What was the lesson today?
Trauma's my friend he teaching lessons
Wait
I got alot to say
So I'm
Moving along the darkest part of my life scary than it seems
I look in abyss it's stearin me down, it's taking a toll to breath
It's looking right back i'm scared to blink i don't wanna miss the scenes
Too nervous to move grab the needle adrenaline is the need

I got a bright side
You killing my vibe but I'm keeping it bright
I look in your eyes I'm constantly lost I don't see any light
Disliking feelings of falling too deep
Getting too scared of heights
Giving me hope and you take it away
Calling me weak when I cry
When I close off my heart wait
Calling me nonchalant wait
That never made any sense
Your words only good at pretense
Pretense
Can't take you seriously wait
I gotta stick with my team wait
They cooking the meal but I season it right
I took a shot in the knee
Took me couple drinks but I knew you wasn't my cup of tea but I
Took me a shot of that awful taste hoping to change the scene wait
Shoulda been learning the color of toxic already knew the game
My empathy fading await but I'm holding on to my grace
You couldn't survive my rage Intellect ready to tear you apart Playing the victim a mechanism
I notice the patterns you think you smart I've noticed the patterns and shape from the start
Victim mentality escaping accountability
Damaging you and its damaging me
I took a seat put on repeat lyrics is easy facing the truth
My head at ease rocking a shoes rocking the street like I'm rocking the boothe
I'm telling myself that I'm never in doubt often I lie to myself
Hol up
The mirrors they looking at me Reflecting the loss asking for help
Hol up
I woke choosing the side that is peace often at war with darkness
Too many times I'm turning my back mistaking it for heartless
Coping to rid the hurt that I've been feeling I put it in partments
Flipping the scrip wishing to get a second chance to start over

Moving along the darkest part of my life scary than it seems
I look in abyss it's stearin me down, it's taking a toll to breath
It's looking right back i'm scared to blink i don't wanna miss the scenes
Too nervous to move grab the needle adrenaline is the need
Hol up