Aura Abnormal - Serpents In The Dirt Lyrics

Found myself in the afterlife
Lost a fight with the devil so I took my life
Memories that I blacked out keep flashing in my head
While I'm dead my soul shall burn eternally in hell
Serpents crawling through the dirt around my gravestone
Maggots eating through the coffin that I lay on
My body rots and my soul has got no where to go
I'm trapped inside a dark place that I get tortured for
All of my sins
Throughout my life that I've commit
My time line has been so dark and grim
No chance to live
My soul was overtaken by the devil inside of me
Planning out my whole fate and having complete control over me
Slutty corpse to the forces below
An entity so twisted and low
Carving out a void of a hole
Inside of me now a black hell burns within my soul
Dying slow till I died now I'm so far gone away from home

I try to gasp, scream and cry for salvation
As I contemplate suicide while intoxicated
Losing blood cutting up my body with this razor
Losing myself don't know what to do with all this hatred
Covered in blood sobbing infront of the mirror while I'm naked
I bang my head against the floor in sudden rage fits
And now I'm pacing
Back and forth in this dark room I don't think that I can make it
Out of this insanity still alive
Losing my f*cking mind
I'm either dead or going crazy
Skies turn dark and everything looking so hazy
Will I die now is this the end that I have come to
Wish I could've done some sort of good throughout this life
Won't be granted another chance although I want to
I've lost sense of who I was no remains whatsoever
Only glimpses of the human that I used to be gone forever