Auraboros - Silverdale Blues Lyrics

Mother I've fallen deeply
Into the void
Father, son, spirit, all become one
Dancing, flailing, into the
Sunrise
Tell me I'm a man you can be proud of
Stab me with your kindness
Silverdale flows red
Dyeing his dress in the process
Down
Down
Let the water fill my lungs
And drown
Drown
We'll never make it out this time
Let it take me
I give you my permission
Let me sink
Entirely
It's a permanent state
Of waiting for the tide to turn
Burying your head in the sand
Can't help yourself
Waiting for a miracle
Is this the life you had planned
You've been running from yourself
For too long
Lethal injection
Hormonal havoc
Let it poison my brain
Well your face just looks like that
No matter which way the wind blows
They can chisel your bones
Cut
Break
It won't matter
You are scarred for life
It's the curse
Of girls like us
We're all just built to die
It's a permanent state
Of waiting for the tide to turn
Burying your head in the sand
Can't help yourself
Waiting for a miracle
Is this the life you had planned
I'm not the man you want me to be
You can argue with the voice in my head
The light leaves her eyes
Every time she looks at you
Trying to kill her pride
You've been running from yourself
For too long
Pick yourself
Up by the bootstraps
Dead, dead
What's becoming of me
I'm drowning in the hell
I made for myself
Wake up
Reach out
Pull me from the deep or just kill me
Kill what's killing me