In the pandemonium of my land, so taxing to comprehend
Where thoughts collide and scatter, turbulence that never ends
Plans almost complete, stop, restart, forever on repeat
Caught in this cycle, the turmoil, bittersweet
In the stillness, I find a moment's peace
But the silence breaks, thoughts never cease
A dance of contradictions, pulling me apart
A symphony of chaos, a never-ending spark
I'm a tempest and tranquillity, an inferno and a freeze
A myriad of trajectories, none offering peace
In the penumbra, I unearthed fragments concealed
A fractured essence, where hubris is revealed
In a world of commitments, the rip and tear,
A tug-of-war within, an ignorance to comprehend.
Navigating through the chaos, clarity is forsaking,
Every step forward, another part breaking
In the stillness, I find a moment's peace
But the silence breaks, thoughts never cease
A dance of contradictions, pulling me apart
A symphony of chaos, a never-ending spark
In the mirror, I see the reflection unclear
A language of my mind, no one else can hear
Words tangled and twisted - lost in translation
A silent scream of endless devastation
Trying to decode creates complex anger, and frustration
I'm a tempest and tranquillity, an inferno and a freeze
A myriad of trajectories, none offering peace
In the penumbra, I unearthed fragments concealed
A fractured essence, where hubris is revealed
In the pandemonium of my land, so taxing to comprehend
Where thoughts collide and scatter, turbulence that never ends
Plans almost complete, stop, restart, forever on repeat
Caught in this cycle, the turmoil, bittersweet
Every flaw, every scar, a testament to be
The unique essence that makes me, me
In this final revelation, I finally understand
What is this harmony, could I possibly begin to comprehend
I'm a tempest and tranquillity, an inferno and a freeze
A myriad of trajectories, none offering peace
In the penumbra, I unearthed fragments concealed
A fractured essence, where hubris is revealed