Austen Tree$ - Trying (Outro) Lyrics

I try to listen to the words you said
I try to give you everything that you wanted
We used to talk about the thoughts we had
But now they leave expressions like I fit on the card
We used to laugh it off
Now we don't laugh it all
Except for the ones you hold
Now we've got problems that we can't forget
We've created expressions like I fit on the card
What's the point of keep on trying
Look in the mirror and I keep on crying
My people keep on dying
Life or death, everyday I ain't lying
For the kids, I swear I'm trying
All this pain, I wish I was dying
But I gotta keep on trying
Till the day a nigga dying
I'm mentally f*cked up
Emotionally scarred that all y'all gone
I look in the mirror and see myself
And that I'm on my own
R.I.P my people, man
This life shit did me so damn wrong
I don't remember last time I was sober
It's been too damn long
This shit ain't been the same
All these drugs, I cope with the pain
Tears keep falling down like rain
In and out, I'm swerving lanes
In these streets, it's a dirty game
But I ain't going out like that
What's the point of keep on trying
Look in the mirror and I keep on crying
My people keep on dying
Life or death, everyday I ain't lying
For the kids, I swear I'm trying
All this pain, I wish I was dying
But I gotta keep on trying
Till the day a nigga dying
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
I'm so gone
I'm so gone
I'm so gone
I'm so gone
I'm so gone
I'm so gone
I'm so gone
I'm so gone