Ava Lily - Trapdoor Lyrics

I never learned how to love
And not let it eat me whole
I'm not someone who can have some fun
And keep control
Oh
It's a trick
It's a glitch
It's a big black hole
Oh
But it fits
And its sick
How it feeds my soul
Its like oh
I don't know what to feel like
Don't know what to feel like
When you open I want more
I'm running for the hills
I'm running cos it feels like
Loving you is a trapdoor
(Trap, trap)
Loving you is a trapdoor
(Trap, trap)
Speaking words from a script
Like I'm never true to me
Like I'm watching my life play out
On a movie screen
Oh
It's a twist
It's a bitch
It's a big black hole
Oh
But it fits
Cos it feels
Like a place called home
It's like oh
I don't know what to feel like
Don't know what to feel like
When you open I want more
I'm running for the hills
I'm running cos it feels like
Loving you is a trapdoor
(Trap, trap)
Loving you is a trapdoor
Oh oh oh
Loving you loving you
Oh oh oh
Loving you loving you
(And I keep on falling)
(Yeah I keep on falling in)
(Yeah I keep on falling in)
Loving you, you
(And I keep on falling)
(Yeah I keep on falling)
(Yeah I keep on falling in)
It's like oh
I don't know what to feel like
Don't know what to feel like
When you open I want more
I'm running for the hills
I'm running cos it feels like
Loving you is a trapdoor
Oh
I don't know what to feel like
Don't know what to feel like
When you open I want more
I'm running for the hills
I'm running cos it feels like
Loving you is a trapdoor
Oh oh oh