Avada - Gay Bones That Haven't Come Out Yet Lyrics

Every day every day
It consists of the same f*cking thing
Every day every day
Wanna blow out my own f*cking brains
Please don't complain don't complain
That would be easy for a suck up to say
Every day every day
Wishing I was on a different f*cking plane
I sit and think
But my mind is going blank
I keep smoking everything
I'm in need of a shrink
I float away
I can't recognize your face
All I remember is the pain
I think about it til it aches
(I can't take ts no more)
(Wtf am I waiting for)
I can't blame nobody else for my mistakes
I'll keep looking for a way to escape
You're not fooling anybody when you tell me you're okay
Are you okay
I need to know
Are you okay
Yeah I picked your cigarette up right from the tray
You left It for a rainy day
Well that's today
Yeah I looked up in the sky and all the clouds were gray
I wanted more
I wanted you to stay
Yeah i know that I could never have it my way
But I don't care
I'll just rot in my grave
Every day every day
I cannot stand the same f*cking thing
Every day every day
Hope they have fun cleaning up all my brains
I'm insane I'm insane
I've been locked up in this house for a day
Every day every day
Drugs get me on a different f*cking plane

And now I wonder
I've been counting up my days
There's holes inside my walls
I cannot handle all my rage
I spent so much time building me these f*cking wings
Flew close to the sun and burned my shit
But anyways

And you never ever cared about my day
Cuz you always looked the other f*cking way
Okay
Now I'm living with all this f*cking hate
Only thing that's gonna help
Is If you stay
Away